Why it is never the right timing

Why it is never the right timing. I am sitting here, it is one day before New Years. I have my equipment set, my notes to the left, my coffee to the right. My table is clean, my background music is vibing and kind of motivating. 

My view is sometimes straight to the mountains, the clouds changing from blue to grey to dark grey and sometimes even the sun says hello. 

It is daytime. It is the perfect setting. I can feel a high motivation in the room. But it is also the third day. Of course, I have doubts. I am scared to lose my enthusiasm. I am scared to not be creative enough. I am scared to hear my inner voice excusing myself for having no time for this. 

Of missing the sense of it.  Of pushing me into the "it is not the right timing" attitude - maybe. 

Maybe not. 

But is there such a thing as the right timing? 

It's a pandemic outside. The world is on hold. Life somehow feels on hold. It's also holiday time. I have three weeks off and as the government is recommend to avoid social contact. So these are three weeks. Three weeks to see where my wish, my dream, my imagination could lead me. I feel like I will never have this time again. Full three weeks off without plans. Without traveling, without new impressions, without distraction. I will never take this time off for myself again. Now I am somehow forced to. And that‘s ok. Absolutely ok. 

I feel good about it.

In my head it goes...

Everything happens for a reason. 

Make the best of every situation. 

Even if you are afraid of failure... 

without failure, there is no success. 

As Thomas Edison once said „I didn‘t find a way to make a lightbulb, I found a thousand ways how to make one.“ 

So one trial is never enough, you have to push yourself out there, day by day by day.

After a few attempts in the past of a moody Twitter account, an artistically Instagram account which got slowly but surely discovered by my facebook friends so my expression should rather be more discret... Once I even started a travel blog when I left for a sabbatical in New Zealand. I was and am still wondering why I have this urge to reach out to the world. I guess I have to tell you something. Not only telling I want to inspire. Inspire to take the courage and live your life to the fullest. Create your life the way you dream it. Become your best self and live your best life. That's it. I am on my way, and so can you.

At this exact moment, I feel like a full-time blogger for the first time. I started this blog 10 days ago. And I am still here. Making plans for future posting. Doing my research. Watching motivational videos. Reading other blogs. I am still here. And I must admit I am bit proud. 

Now here I is how I'M imagining the life of a blogger could look like...

Research. Tweet. Save content. Read. Summarize. Research. Write. Post. Check statistics. Improve reach on social media. Research. Tweet.....

Once I gain experience about how a day of blogger really looks like I will keep you updated. 

For now, I will leave you with my expectation.

Now it‘s your turn, what the one thing you always wanted to start but never find the right timing?